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just a bit
2008-09-18 :: 9:03 a.m.


I've avoided writing about the crisis.

I keep hoping it will resolve itself. That suddenly I'll wake up and things will be happy again.

But it's not happening.

It's a many-facted crisis, but a troubling part of it is the spiritual crisis. I hardly feel like I can get into it without sounding blasphemous.

But it's almost as if everything I thought/felt/believed before has vanished and been replaced with doubt over everything. Every. Single. Thing.

But I can't get into it here right now. Turns out I do have duties to tend to, even if I don't feel like it.


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